I have a pocket full of cocaine and satchel full of dreams
Paranoia sits inside these hollow bones, biting at the seams
I’m crouching in the pitch black, on this glorious day
Because I fear he has turned numb, a different shade of grey
We were supposed to have It all, summer, winter, fall, and over and over.
I am weak
I have little balance on my own two feet
Wild dreams
You’re making a mess of me
In the most beautiful way
I can’t handle reality
And when I fall, I fall deep
Into my mind,
a crevice no one knows
But I love you so much it kills
I can feel your Aching bones
And the manic in your head
Sometimes wishing you were dead
When you thought you were alone
I am with you, unseen, unknown
To give you the love you have always deserved
I truly meant every word
- Go to bed earlier
- Finish things ahead of time
- Eat whole-food
- Exercise
- Be present
- Organize
- Listen to music
- Think positively
- Drink lots of water
- Journal
- Read
- Be productive
- Eat fresh fruit
- Breathe deeply
- Explore nature
(Source: icedc0ffee, via yourhategavemethestrength)